“Two Hearts/Reluctance” Lyrics

TWO HEARTS
I said it, I’m tired of all that pain
We’re better than treating each other this way
We both know we’re dying so slow
We play dumb when everybody knows we’re wrong
We’re wrong

We are up speaking in the middle of the night
We are so sad we don’t feel right
We want one another just in different ways
I can’t say nothing just to make it go away

I wanna cut my heart out
I couldn’t put it all out of your mind
I would have told you if there was any other way
I didn’t lie to you I just didn’t wanna say

Two hearts, I didn’t know we were so far apart

Early moves, nothing proven
Lay still, touching ruins it all
We don’t feel it anymore

We spoke sad and serious
Both knowing there’s no use clearing it up
When we don’t feel it anymore

RELUCTANCE
I know I’m gonna have a hard time with you
Your heart isn’t sad like mine
I wouldn’t tell ya cause I know that it would keep you from
Making something of this mess of mine

You wanna know my sentimental reasons
Why I call you when my heart is sad and low
Call your name just to hear a heart beating
Wanna make sure mine’s there for sure

I need it, I hear your heart beating
I feel it, It’s there for sure
We’re speaking, We bite back feelings
We fought off for so long

Out walking in the tired twilight
I don’t feel right, that’s for sure
Somewhere I can hear the sirens calling
Rain’s falling as I reach your door

Don’t wanna hear no sad sad talking from ya
So tired of the same old show
Won’t write that worn out fiction with you
Won’t play that part no more
SHUT YOUR EYES
Anything I’d say couldn’t take the pain away
But it might help you to sleep somehow
I know it’s just a line, how they say to wait on time
But that’s no help to you right now

But somehow in the evening
When you can’t escape the feeling and you’re far away
Sleeping doesn’t even help when dreaming is her leaving
Or coming back someday

Shut your eyes, calm your mind, just give it time
It ain’t right, there’s no use to fight it, just give it time

I don’t even know if I had a lotta love
If I’d know what to do with it now
Even if you said that you never once meant those words we spoke outloud

Lying won’t heal you
I still feel you hidden in my heart someplace
I keep forgetting all the cruel things you said
And that sad look on your face

Shut your eyes, calm your mind, just give it time
It ain’t right, there’s no use to fight it, just give it time